q&a and t&a

in the spirit of putting a picture of a hot girl to open a blog post, i present to you, from phoenix, arizona, nanda:

damn i'd love to make that white dress dirty.

last tuesday, i had the opportunity of seeing and interviewing nanda in lesser clothing when she, along with two other babes, did a photoshoot for us somewhere in pasig. she was my instant crush the moment she entered the door and lounged around with her shirt raised mid-torso because of the heat. i always find the "mataray" look very attractive. while she was being made up, i threw questions at the brazilian named sharon, whom i had a bit of a hard time with because she couldnt understand them and had very short answers. after nanda's bonerific pictorial, i waited for her to get dressesd up and approached her for the q&a. up until the point that i said "hi, i'm jai" to her, i was so afraid of her being a snob. turns out she's even more gorgeous inside and i had a great conversation with her, a very, very nice girl who had a cute laugh. when i admitted that i stuttered a lot because it was my first time to attend a photoshoot and interview models, she told me i did fine and that it was her first time to be interviewed for a magazine. so, it was both our first time and we high-fived on that one. what an angel. i wish all models are like her. so anyways, i didnt get to interview the third girl, cinthia, the most beautiful of them three, because she said she struggled with english and had to leave at once. cinthia looks like alyson hannigan with a pinch of mena suvari. anyways, here's a pic of ugly me with nanda and sharon.

mom, meet my new girlfriends, m-w-f and t-th-s.

the following day, there was another shoot and this time i had to interview five girls. of those five, i enjoyed talking to the tsinay one named lorraine and the kana named nicole. lorraine is the typical pretty girl meant for campus crush status. her beauty is simple and easy on the eyes. a couple more hours with her and i'd have fallen in love. sadly, she's taken. it was only with her that i felt shy looking at when it was time for her to put on lingerie and do some sexy posing. nicole, on the other hand, resembles rebecca romijn but with bigger eyes, which is kinda cool since we were in the x-men room, which is waaayy cool. i'll take someone there one day. anyways, the interview with nicole was like with nanda. it went easy and fun. she even said so, although she could be pulling my leg. but what the heck.

those two days of ogling at half-naked girls and talking to them has brought me to this conclusion: american girls are easy to talk to. not easy like effortless, no sweat easy. easy because they open up more, they respond better, they connect with you, they dont give you shit if you dont give them shit. and among all those girls i interviewed, only the two americans, nanda and nicole, approached me to say goodbye when it was time to leave and said it was nice meeting me, accompanied by a handshake. i dont know. maybe i was just lucky with those two. but they sure helped me out at something im not really good at: socializing.

masturbation technique #13: pretend to be reading.

that's it for my first photoshoot experience. um... yeah. that's it.

p.s. i looked through my very old emails and found the welcome email from blogger.com, which i apparently received on february 14, 2003. i wonder who i dated on that day...or if i even did have a date.
p.p.s. it feels good to forget my insecurities for a while and have reason to be proud of myself. my editor-in-chief has used the words "very good" and "fantastic" as adjectives for the articles i submitted to him, which now have a great chance of appearing in the april issue. yay.